Wow, it has been like 3 years since I had abondoned the idea of blogging. It wasn't intention though but I guessed time does contribute to me being drifted from penning my thoughts on this blog. There is a common saying - ' No time '. Perhaps, that's the reason why I was away this long?

A lot of things have happened during my disappearance. First of all, there are few additions to my family. Some are long awaited while some, I could say unexpected. I had long been waiting for the existance of a second child and yes, with gratitude,  I was blessed with a beautiful daughter. 7 years apart from my first wonderful one. I had since welcome the existance of in-laws and 3 nephews and nieces (I think). They have definitely contributed the extended branches of a family tree.Ha.

Definitely, lots of things happened to my life during the years. Some I wanted so much to forget, while some, I shall say not giving me any effects. Doesn't matter if those are forgotten or remembered. Afterall, our existence is not permanent. These memories are just reminiscences or bits of pieces of our life, which are meant to bring color to it. It could be dull or bright and maybe you can add creativity to these colors by mixing them. Get my point? Simply said, you can either make your life interesting or as dull as you may want it. It's up to you, cause after all, it's your life! But what annoys me is, we can't erase the dark moments of our life. I faced them in year 2009. Very much wanted to forget it. But could I? These are something that we can't see but we are fairly aware of its' existance. So what can I do? Bear and live with it! Irritates me much. In fact, 2009 is the worst of my life, as far as I can remember and I do not wish to even talk about the events occured in that year and definitely not the reasons why I started to pen my thoughts now. The truth is, I happened to stumble to the historic blog by chance and surprisingly, I can even remember the codes to access it. Miracle. Haha.

Interests have definitely change. Being me, I am not the kind to have stay faithful on some ideas or interests. Faithful lover, definitely yes. But not to other things I guessed. I don't mind the change or inconsistent interests though as I can at least have a taste of here and there.

I am out of time...shall continue whenever it permits. And yes, it's nice to be back.